2021.09.26 23:49 MultipleThrowaway500 Uncertain of Whether I'm Plural or not?
So for some context I first heard of plurality this year, I know a few people that are Plural.
So a big part of me thinks this is all just me being paranoid or maybe even wanting to 'fit in' with the group.
For a bit more backstory, I'm transgender MtF, and came out earlier this year as well, so I've been doing a whole lot of introspection and thinking as of late.
With that out of the way I'll discuss now why I think it's a possibility
- I've dissociated pretty quickly with the person I was before I came out, I sort of go back and forth in thinking that he is a separate person or just a 'mask' or a character I played to try and fit in as a guy. I don't have much issue saying my deadname, which is seemingly pretty uncommon, but again this is because I pretty much view him as a separate person
- When I had a really bad depressive episode and breakdown I was telling myself a bunch of awful things about myself in a sort of fit, long story, but basically while I was in this episode I heard a voice in my head. It wasn't my own voice, it sounded a bit different, it appeared right after I said something terrible about myself (I legit don't remember what it was, I said a lot that night) and the voice chimed in with "That's not true". It was so real sounding that I jumped, it scared the hell outta me
However both of these circumstances could obviously have nothing to do with being plural, the dissociation could easily just be because I view my former self as a character and the depressive episode voice could have easily been an auditory hallucination, I've never had a hallucination before but given the severe mental state I was I won't cross that possibility out.
So to make a long story short, is there any good way for me to tell? like any ways I could figure out for sure?
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2021.09.26 23:49 SnooChickens285 Stream SK 💚
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2021.09.26 23:49 Johnny_bubblegum Viðurkennir að hafa ekki innsiglað kjörseðla og ber fyrir sig hefð.
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2021.09.26 23:49 Beneficial-One6260 24[F4M] Feeling Horny ♥️ 𝖪𝗂𝗄/𝖲𝗇𝖺𝗉 : LisaFikert
2021.09.26 23:49 2147483647Memes Day 3...
No urges. I can't wait until there's something interesting to say. At this point in the Lord of the Rings, there's already been some interesting stuff. No benefits either?
(this is part of my LOTR NoFap series, read my other posts)
Location: Old Forest ~49 N 3 E
✅✅✅🌳🏡🌄🏠 Bree 7
🌳🌳🌅🌅🛤⛰⛰ Weathertop 14
🌳🌳🌳🌳🌳🌳🏰 Rivendell 28
🏔🏔🏔🏔🏔❄❄ Moria 112
🏛🏛🏛🎄 Lothlorien 🎄⬜⬜ 119
🏞 The Breaking Of The Fellowship
🌋🌋Mount Doom 184
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2021.09.26 23:49 SnooWords741 27M with highschool degree going back to College. Which degree would you chose?
Hi, I’m a 27 years old male with a high school degree currently working for the government. I love working for the government but my job is boring and repetitive. I currently make 70k. I have the option of going back to college for a bachelors degree paid by my employer. I have the following options and I don’t know what to chose: Finance,accounting,cybersecurity,marketing,supply chain management,business analytics, sociology and project management. I don’t know what I like but if you were me which degree would you chose ?
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2021.09.26 23:49 geordieracer86 I'm getting down votes other sister page, but it's a genuine question... FUD or nah?
2021.09.26 23:49 tragicj0hns0n Rap song from the mid 90s
I need help finding a rap song from the mid-90’s
Circa 1995-1996 my older brother and I distinctly remember hearing a rap song on the radio that we’ve never been able to find since. I probably wasted 10+ hours over the years searching, and I’ve found nothin’!
The only lyrics I remember went something like:
“*I pulled up beside him
I pulled out my Uzi
gun noises brrrt brrrt brrrt
Sweet Potato pie, Sweet Potato pie*”
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2021.09.26 23:49 Matticsss Shen jungle
Im a jungler who sometimes plays other lane. When autofilled in top i alway go for shen and if banned or stolen i play trynda. since i really like shen is there a build, some runes and jungle clear to play him in my main role.
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2021.09.26 23:49 squish_addict Probably not going to get a lot of offers, but I have jeanne squishdoo up for trade!
2021.09.26 23:49 Quinometry Purple enemies that give nothing in pvp.
2021.09.26 23:49 DarkKingMGV An idea for anniversary rewards ...
As horizontal as Raiden's burst ...
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2021.09.26 23:49 VespidNut93 Hope my Frank fans on the east coast enjoyed the weather today
I went for a drive with my sunroof and windows down listening to nostalgia, ULTRA and Channel Orange. Then picked up some vinyls. It was a great day!
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2021.09.26 23:49 TalesByTheCampfire Oceans of Peril 💧
I live in a small beach town on the East Coast. Not too much happens here. I have a full time job working at the local surf shop which keeps me preoccupied during the day but since I was only 17 , there wasn't much to do during the nights and weekends.
So to keep ourselves from going mad, myself and a couple of work buddies would often head down to the north shore at night. It wasn't anything crazy but it was better than staying cooped up in the house scrolling through YouTube videos, that much was for sure. And when we did go, we'd sneak out of the house and bring beer in concealed metal water bottles, it was always a thrill.
One day during the middle of the summer, I got out of work late. When I clocked out, it was 10:30 at night on Friday and I had nothing to do, as usual. My coworker, Jessica, got off the same time I did, and I suggested that we go the beach that night with some beers from my parents fridge.
My parents were gone for the weekend, so I didn't have to worry about sneaking out the front door or putting beer cans into my backpack stealthily.
Jessica agreed, and we decided to meet at the north shore at midnight. I was excited. Not only because i had something fun to do in this quiet beach town but also, because I had a deep attraction for Jessica.
Tonight, I thought, would be the night I try to make a move on her. If she rejects me, so what, I'd rather be rejected than have those plaguing thoughts of what if.
It was midnight and the full moon was a giant white orb in the sky. Jessica and i met at our usual spot on the north shore, right by the dunes.
"Hey Jess", I said, taking off my backpack, which had the beers from my parents fridge.
"Hey", she said.
I handed her a beer and we cheered. The crashing waves and salt air all added to the romantic atmosphere I hope was forming. I was getting a little buzzed and decided that now was the time to make my move.
I leaned in closer but just then, Jess sat up. "Let's go in the water" she said. Her eyes were glazed over, she too was tispy.
"Uh, I didn't bring my bathing suit" I replied, caught off guard.
"Neither did I" she started to undress and striped down into her bra and underwear. My heart raced as the girl I was wildly attracted to was half naked in front of me. Before I could say another word, Jess darted off towards the dark ocean.
Had I been more coherent, more sober and more aware, I might have prevented what was to happen. But my alcohol filled and lustful wants overrode any warnings about what they were doing.
By the time I stripped down into my boxers, I couldn't even see Jess in the ocean water.
"Jess" I called out. Clouds had blocked the full moon and it was nearly pitch black out.
I went up into my knees, the water was ice cold, which was bringing me back to my sober senses. "Jess, it's freezing in here" I called out again. I looked left and right but all I saw was the black void of the ocean.
My heart started to pound as I was thinking the worst. What if she drowned. What if she slipped and hit her head. What if a shark-
I felt something touch my leg. I slowly looked down, and saw, floating at my right ankle... a hand.
Just a hand.
Terror flooded me. I reached down and picked up the single hand. Clearly chewed off by something, the veins and tendons hanging off like dangling spaghetti.
I nearly threw up. That's when I looked straight ahead. 20 feet in front of me, even in the the dark, I recognized the triangular shape of what could only be a shark fin.
I took a step back, fear had overrun me by this point, and i tripped over something. I fell and splashed backwards into the sea. I swallowed a mouth full of salt water and started to cough. I was only knee deep in the water, what could have I tripped over?
That's when I saw the body. The body of Jessica or at least what remained of her. I cannot put into words how disfigured and mutilated her body was. Almost like the shark wanted just a few bites but not the whole thing.
I screamed. And screamed and screamed....
I jolted up, drenched in sweat. My heart was pounding. I was in bed. I looked at my phone, the time read 8AM. I had work in a hour.
I laid back down, relieved but pissed at myself for having such vivid nightmares. But that's all it was I reminded myself. Just a nightmare. It wasn't real.
My phone vibrated. It was text message from Jessica. "Hey" The message read, "any plans after work tonight? I was thinking we go to the north shore at midnight. You can bring the beer. What do you say?"
"Fuck no," I said out loud to myself. I picked up the phone and typed back, "Nah, no beach tonight. How about we watch a movie and stay inside instead"?
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2021.09.26 23:49 LorazLover I don’t know why, but I find manhuas that had a chad stud mc more enjoyable to read.
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2021.09.26 23:49 gcs654 24 [m4m] #boston. Tall, masc, attractive fit dude looking for the same. Hmu
2021.09.26 23:49 Francisbeatz [FREE] Central Cee x Ardee x Melodic Drill Type Beat 2021 - "AQUA" | UK Drill Instrumental
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2021.09.26 23:49 robby_cocker 📷 HIDDEN CAMERA 🐶 My dog is eating the bone alone and listening to all noises with funny reaction🐾🐕
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2021.09.26 23:49 Bobtownee Vikings WR, who is worth more?
2021.09.26 23:49 TrueJP Chargers fan, coming in peace...
Just wanted you to know our whole fan base is with Andy. Our whole league is much more fun with him on the field. For our teams, it's not the same rivalry without him. His impact off the field may be even greater. Praying for a fast and full recovery.
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2021.09.26 23:49 Thejapanther Concept art for Mechagodzilla Titanosaurus, King Ceasar, Vakishim, Mother of Ultra, Father of Ultra amd Lunaticks
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2021.09.26 23:49 noahmarshmello102 Cursed_landmine
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2021.09.26 23:49 wifi622 Black panther 🔥
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2021.09.26 23:49 The-Magic_Fetus How long does a high last?
I tried weed for the first time yesterday and it was fucking amazing but how long is this supposed to last? I did it by vaping and my dumb ass took a lot and I thought it was only supposed to last a few hours but it's been quite a while and I'm still very much high.
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