2021.12.02 00:56 slowhiker Am I the only who can't tell a difference in pellet wood species? I've tried a dozen different flavors and a few brands and the difference is negligible to barely noticeable.
2021.12.02 00:56 bot2lol trading my 🍆 pics for girls nudes
2021.12.02 00:56 zi3mlich is r3.o.lencr.org operated by letsencrypt?
2021.12.02 00:56 CanRaider03 What font is used in the Fox NFL graphics?
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2021.12.02 00:56 SilverStar555 What skin is this?
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2021.12.02 00:56 anonymousartist13 I have a couple of request, choose what you want
2021.12.02 00:56 Big_Performer_6563 STREET MINDED
2021.12.02 00:56 12inchdestroyer Bruh
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2021.12.02 00:56 SnooChipmunks1902 do we need to email our colleges asking for an extension if common app is down rn and it’s due today?
2021.12.02 00:56 yukittyred My thoughts on vivaldi
Originally I was using cent browser, but because of outdated issues, I need to used another browser.
So i asked around and tried Vivaldi.
My opinion on vivaldi :
2021.12.02 00:56 Dynamite8008 WCGW going right to the edge of a big drop
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2021.12.02 00:56 danlera millennials unit
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2021.12.02 00:56 Claudiam25 Muted Reds of Autumn Sticking Around
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2021.12.02 00:56 Old_Bed8247 🐶SweetShiba | STEALTH launch very SOON | GREAT team | marketing planned✅ | Elon tweet!!
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2021.12.02 00:56 ifirebird They say I'm going to die.
Aren't we all, though?
I have a rare disease. It's an anatomical defect. I found out when I was sixteen. My doctor said I'd be lucky to live a healthy life past forty, and I'd probably be on a ventilator in a wheelchair by forty-five. A second opinion confirms. Today I'm about thirty.
I have tried to push it out of my mind. I have tried to ignore it. In 2009 I felt like my life wasn't worth living if that's how I was going to end up, so I almost ended it all. A literal, actual deus ex machina that I can explain nor rationalize saved my life. Something so intimate and personal and for me in that moment that I…well I just figured life might actually be worth living. That was during grade twelve in high school.
I tucked myself away. I began crushing my emotions down like an origami swan jammed into the neck of a glass bottle. I prevented myself from feeling too much. I wasn't outwardly depressed or odd I think. I just felt dead inside. It was that way throughout college until I met my wife, who really lit up my world like no one and nothing else. Even today. Meeting her and getting married three months later was the happiest time in my life. We've been through our ups and downs since then, and I know I told her about this disease when we first met. I have an MRI to assess its progression every four years, and I'll be having a new assessment soon. It's all I can think about.
For the second time in nine years, I told her about it. Our marriage has endured a lot these past two years. I almost left her. She almost left me. The issues weren't unreconcilable, and there were no externalities like money or other people in our lives that were compounding the tough problems we've been facing. We've just been so lonely, and tired, and as we're both in graduate school (different programs, same school) with a young child, just so goddamned tired. I reminded her that I'd be having an MRI soon. That was yesterday.
She looked shocked. I explained the situation again, and how this scares me so badly, and how I don't know if I'll be around. If I'll make it through the MD program I'm about to enter. Whatever. I live a healthy life today, but I can't know the future. We just embraced each other and cried. And I knew in that moment that she'd truly be with me until the bitter end, and that we were made for each other.
See, I let this condition change my affect, change my view on the world, make me scared to live. Scared to meet people. Scared to make friends, to open up. Everything in my life is planful and reasoned. I only invest in people that click. I only go looking for the deep, for the real, the tangible in the relationships I make. I've made four real connections like that in my life: two men I call brothers, my wife, and one more.
Through my grief and pain year, through the uncertainty and unlikeliness of it all, I met another person I'd characterize as family in my graduate program. Someone I came to admire and respect very quickly, and whom I love in a totally platonic way. Someone who showed me what normal felt like, someone who reached out and accepted me in one of the darkest moments of my life. My wife even loves them.
But something happened. I think my negativity, my uncertainty was just too much for them. Under the weight of this awful circumstance––which I never told them about––and under the weight of other serious family problems, I let them read an excerpt from my private journal, which I realize now was a massive mistake. But at the time I was just grieving over the life I hadn't lived. Over the friends I couldn't make; over the hunger I have for more in life. Something that's like being so tired you can't sleep; or being so hungry that you just can't eat.
As much as I admired them, there was also a brief moment of jealousy that I wrote about. They'd made a new friend, and it was just a weird, out-of-character moment of grief for me. Next to that wheelchair, my greatest fear is investing in people…and then being thrown away. It's happened to me already in life. More than once. But I'm not a naturally jealous or possessive person, not at all. It was just a brief, intense feeling so odd that I needed to journal about it. If our life is a garden, then our thoughts are the fruit that we grow. WE, the essential part that makes us human, WE are the gardener. We aren't our thoughts. It's our job to analyze, uproot, and correct things that we don't want to grow. I haven't had a thought like that since. But how would they know?
I gave my younger friend a book filled with pain and misery and barely any context and asked them not to judge me. And I can see that, as a result, I pushed them away. Maybe scared them. It has been absolutely devastating. They signaled that they wanted to read it; it wasn't a forced thing. And nothing until this point had indicated to me that there were problems with our friendship. But nevertheless…I can't take it back. And it grieves me deeply.
But it's made me face all of this. Face this condition. Face myself. And this is something that only two people know about: my wife and my mother. I began to open my heart in May of this year, to try to break out of my shell. Lose weight, be healthy, bulk up–––in spite of the futility of it all. I want to try. I want to HOPE. I want to FEEL again. And so I've been incessantly doing the emotional labor. Climbing uphill step by step, falling down, getting back up and moving on.
The work is what's saving me. The work is what will carry me through to the end. I don't know if my dear friend, my sister will ever come back. I don't blame them if they won't. I don't know what the MRI will say this time around. I don't know what the future holds. I only know that all I can do…is control what I do today, who I am today, right now.
My heart, once cracked and dry, beats again. Beats for my wife, for my son, for my friends, for myself, for the future that I want, for the present circumstances that I command. I won't push this out of my mind anymore. I won't worry about what I can't control. I will be better than I was yesterday. I have let this condition chain me down; prevent me from living life, from networking, from being social, happy, content. No more.
And for the first time in sixteen years…
I'm finally free.
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2021.12.02 00:56 cenabollywood Guy wins super difficult game all on his own
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2021.12.02 00:56 Veeveeanaaa Insecurity or women intuition
My boyfriend cheated on me in the past but I forgave him we been doing good I check his phone here & there never find nothing yes I know guys delete stuff but I just feel something’s wrong i don’t know if it’s my insecurity or if something is going on I talk to him about how I feel he saids everything’s fine I don’t know why I feel like this.
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2021.12.02 00:56 BNicole_Dunkel What I did doesn't matter. It's what I do that counts.
In the past I have lost over 100 lbs and I regained 40 over lockdowns in 2019/2020. I keep beating myself up because I just want to be 2019 Nikki again but I keep messing up and sabotaging myself. I reset all my weight and calorie apps today and I decided that, what I I back then is great but it no longer matters. If I want to change I need to make today day 1 and work towards the person I want to be. I am not 2019 nikki but maybe 2022 or 2023 nikki will be even better and closer to her goals. What I did doesn't matter, what I do from here on out is all the counts now.
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2021.12.02 00:56 deadliestpanda HELP Any recs on Bay Area car detailers who can help with paint spill? Idc about distance cuz it's my mom's truck 😩😩
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2021.12.02 00:56 Phuck-yeet Existence is painful
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2021.12.02 00:56 noconsole RoyCo turns down no challenge.
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2021.12.02 00:56 emclaur1 Buying property with NNN lease
I'm new to real estate investing and had a property come on the market in my area I'm interested in. It's a single office suite in a building (primarily MDs/healthcare tenants in the building). The current tenant just signed a 3 year lease to increase 3% each year. They are paying taxes, HOAs, and insurance (payable to owner each month). The company is a home healthcare company that has recently come into the area. They have many offices in other states that are performing well so that's a plus. This area has an older demographic, so I see it as a business that can thrive here. The current rent is set at $1650 and purchase price of $180k so there will be cash flow right out of the gate.
The office is on the ground level and there is very rarely a vacancy in this building. It seems like once a business moves out, another tends to come in very quickly so I'm not too worried about it being vacant for long after the 3 years if the current tenant does not renew their lease.
Seems like a pretty straight forward deal but want to make sure I know what I am getting into. Any insight or things to look out for? Would appreciate any feedback!
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2021.12.02 00:56 IchiroZ All these but still no shinee or hands. Haven't encountered a single one yet.
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2021.12.02 00:56 No_Fun_1611 I ll take my ban now
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2021.12.02 00:56 iccy12345678 Add me