Everything about me is wrong.

2021.12.02 00:51 zangestu15 Everything about me is wrong.

I'm getting told daily by family who I thought was suppose to be the ones you can lean on. That everything I find joy in is wrong. Taste in music wrong. Taste in movies wrong. Taste in books wrong. Taste in gaming choices wrong. I'm boring cause I like to learn. I'm also a lier apparently cause when asked about something I have not read or watched they think I'm lying when I say that I have no idea cause I haven't read or watched it. I feel like nothing I do is right. And that I have to hide who I am everyday from my own family. I don't know how to cope with it anymore. When you hear every day it almost feels like that truth more and more.
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2021.12.02 00:51 AchuTMM Should I prebuy the HK-51B? I am not a tryhard looking for performance.

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2021.12.02 00:51 MedicchuOtaku18 HONKAI IMPACT 3rd HD Gameplay Playthrough Part 11 - Chapter 7 : Lift the...

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2021.12.02 00:51 AkwardRecluse The HAT MAN is REAL and he won't let me go (part 2)

me If you're still here, reading this then you believe me. Going into this next part i want you to understand that I'm a rational woman but what's been going on for over 2 decades, i can't explain. So, in researching all of this i also found some key points about the HAT MAN. One was that, as I've said before, he comes to those who have experienced trauma. Victims of abuse (especially children) are prime candidates. But the 2nd point that i found disturbed me. It said that usually at least 1 other person in the family of the individual had seen him had also encountered this being. And this point takes us back to where i ended. It had been 4 months since the incident in my daughter's room and everything seemed to quiet down. I even saged the entire house twice for good measure. And when it came time to migrate my almost 3 year old daughter back to her room , i took precautions with night lights and lamps to make her feel comfortable. But it had to happen because i was now 9 months pregnant and sharing a queen size bed with 2 wild sleepers and a big belly was out of the question now. My first night in my kid- free bed was exciting for me as pregnancy didn't allow much sleep and with the addition of a wild sleeping toddler, i rarely saw the back of my eyelids for long. I decided to end the night watching my favorite movie with my husband. " Hey are you hungry?" He said looking at me with a coy smile. " Am i carrying a human being in my body?" I asked back "Chex mix it is" he said springing out of the bed and around the corner of our little apartment to the kitchen. I continued to watch the movie when i had a weird feeling that someone was watching me from the bathroom adjacent from my room. I looked into the hallway at the bathroom. The door was open and the lights were out so it was dark. The darkness in there was...dark. darker than the normal darkness; the type of darkness that entrances you. I sat there, staring into the endless darkness until my husband walked into the room laughing. " I saw you. You thought you were slick but i saw you. " he said "huh?" I responded in confusion. "I saw you, " he repeated,"peaking around the corner at me when i went to the kitchen." At this time i started to get scared, "Baby, i hadn't left this bed at all, " i answered "maybe you saw our daughter." This answer made his smile fade. "No , i saw someone around your height peaking at me around the corner at me. I thought it was you trying to scare me. " we looked at each other scared and confused. I told him about my experience with the HAT MAN so him actually seeing it with his own eyes confirmed that he wasn't in love with a mad woman. As soon as i saw the color drain from his face i knew he wouldn't let us stay there any longer because now fantasy has become reality for him and he felt the danger in my stories. We quickly packed up what we could grab and left that night. It felt humiliating to been ran out of my home and forced to stay in a hotel by an unknown force. But fear makes people react differently and i understood that a different environment may help. I did sleep pretty those few nights, and our landlord allowed to move into another apartment, though at a bit higher rent. And we were happy for about a year. Baby made 4 and we began what we thought was a new story. But as i keep saying, the HAT MAN will never let me go. Over year later everything was normal again. No attacks, no weird happenings and i was pregnant again with our 3rd child( yes again). With 2 children 5 and under and a third one on the way, life a bit hectic. We managed though and enjoyed everyday of it. Sleep was not so blissful as always but i stayed optimistic about having a night to myself one day. So as i dozed off in the middle of watching my favorite episode of Bob's burgers, i didn't think too much of the weird feeling i got . It felt as if i was being watched again. I had saged the house at least once a week so i felt safe when nothing paranormal happened for months. As my body relaxed into sleep i felt like i was being propelled, which caused me to open my eyes.Below me laid my body, motionless with my eyes closed and i (or at least my soul) was floating. All i could think was what kind of crazy dream was this. But it wasn't as bobs burgers was still playing and i watched as my husband, laying next to me, tossed and turned. "What is going on?" I thought in my head. Suddenly, something drew my attention to the door. It was a dark figure in the shadows. I couldn't Mahe out much aside from its height and the glowing red eyes. It was him, the HAT MAN had returned. I watched him. I watched him as he walked over to my motionless body. I watched him as he leaned over me and examined me, taking a long gaze at my bulging belly. I watched as he put his knee on my chest and leaned in closer and bright something shiny up to my neck. It was a knife!!! I was frantic and in my panic , my asteral body jumped back into my body just as was pulling the knife across my neck. I sat right up I out of my sleep. I was alive. All i could do was cry. Everything was too much to deal with. The HAT MAN , had never attacked me. This had escalated beyond what i could handle. 6 months later i had another healthy baby boy. Being a young parent wasn't as bad as i feared but it definitely was a learning experience. We had just celebrated my oldest son's 2nd birthday and he had loved the new toy car he got. It lit up with lights and storm when pushed. It was a relief to see him enjoy it as he had began having nightmares. We first stopped him from watching certain children's shows that encouraged the over imagination but the nightmares continued. So when he found something that took his mind off of the nightmares i reveled in the fact that he fell right to sleep that night, toy in hand. I put my infant to bed and lay down myself. Usually i would shut the door to our room but i was so exhausted that i didn't even care. A few minutes later i heard his toy car rolling past my door. "This boy" i said to myself as i got up to tell my son to go back to bed. I walked into his room and turned on the light only to see him and his sister sound asleep in their beds. That puzzled me. I even walked up closer to him and check if he really was asleep and he was. I started to get scared again. The Hat Man was taunting me. But i couldn't let him this time. So i out the toy back up and went back to bed. An hour later i felt little fingers tapping my arm. I woke up frantically only to see my 2 year old standing next to my bed. "Hey baby, is everything OK?" I asked him as i watched his ember eyes well I with tears."Mommy, the monster keeps bothering me. He won't leave me alone. " i slowly sat up and adjusted my vision. "Monster? Baby monsters aren't real. " i said softly to him as i picked him up into my arms. He just stuffed his face in my chest and began to sob. "They are real, " he said "and this one looks like Goldar. He keeps telling me to do bad things. " I looked at my little boy, confused as to what was asked of him. "What bad things did Goldar tell you to do?" I asked with curiosity. He looked up at me with his big beautiful eyes and said, " He told me to kill my family. " he continued" but i told him NO! I won't hurt my family, i lubve them." I wasn't scared this time , i was angry. How dare this being come into my house and try to corrupt my sweet little boy. This was an attack on my family and all the gloves were off. I let my son sleep with me that night and the next morning i called someone to bless the house. The blessing helped a bit. Nothing violent happened after that. But things still happened. Like waking up every night to the tv in the living room turning on by itself and hearing heavy footsteps walking around when everyone else is asleep. He was still around but as long as he did not attack us i ignored him and lived . Years went by without too much happening. We moved into our first house, had our last child and i started a new career. Life was uneventful, as i wanted it to be. So when i started having insomnia as a result of violent nightmares, i couldn't understand why. I want stressed out under an immense amount of pressure.But even if i were, how do you explain the nightmares. They were always of demons. I couldn't understand why do i called my mom to talk to her, exhausted and with no options i dialed her number and some to her. I told her everything. And she listened to it all as my grandmother did. She told me she would go to a medium she knew the next day and call me back that week. I had soon forgotten our conversation when i saw her call. "Hey mom!" I said as i answered the phone. " "Hey my oldest child, how are you doing?" She responded. "I'm good. How have you been?" I answered. "Well, i told you that i would go to the medium right? " She started " Well i talked to her and she said something you need to know, she said you had a demon following you." That last part stopped me in my tracks. "Did you tell her everything i told you?" I asked out of curiosity. "No i just told her you were having nightmares and couldn't sleep and she said that the demon has been following you since you were a child. It wants something from you but your will stops it from getting what it wants. " it started becoming hard to breath. How can i beat something i can't always see? It carries no physical form but it is able to harm me when I'm in a deep sleep. I can't back to the phone, voice shaking, "Well did she give you a solution to get rid of it.?" I asked. She replied, "She said that you can sage and bless the house. " "But I've already did that and that didn't work!" I said now with my voice cracking as i tried not to cry. "I know baby but that is all she had. But you know how we fight evil entities in Louisiana. Salting the doors and windows. That may help." " yeah I'll try it." I said. Getting off of the phone with my mom i cried in my bathroom. I was tired but physically and emotionally. But i have 4 children and i refused to let this thing win. So i salted every door and window in the house and saged and that helped. That was 5 years ago. And life has gone on without any appearance of him or nightmares. That is until a month ago. It started with just the door opening by itself when I'm up late by myself. Then i had a dream that let me know he was there. It started with me laying down and closing my eyes. I thought i was drifting into sleep until i felt myself floating. I opened my eyes to see my body below me again. I knew i was astral projecting. But this didn't feel right, i didn't feel like i was really floating but like i was being lifted up to be carried. I looked to see 2 black hands carrying me to my dark bathroom that's in my room. I freaked out and jumped out of those arms and ran back to my body laying on my bed and jumped into to it. It made me wake up violently in tears. I looked over into my bathroom and it looked darker than normal. I felt someone staring back at me. I shook it off and tried to go back to sleep. I was determined to beat this as i learned how to lucid dream as a child to combat the nightmares, but the same thing kept happening. Someone was carrying my astral body to the dark abyss every time. The last time i woke up violently, i got up and closed the bathroom door. I had enough but i was also helpless. I wanted to give in but i couldn't. Researching was thing only thing i could do. I had to prove to myself i want going crazy. I couldn't be as i have a firm understanding of realism. That's when i stumbled upon so many articles with some of the same accounts with the HAT MAN as i had. Some said he spike to them and gave him the name of "MR. SCRATCH". THAT name rang in my head because I've heard it. When i heard it that name was used for the devil himself. But he disappeared after a while in these accounts. It did show a pattern that disturbed me. It showed that he is growing stronger. Every new account brings him strength and my deepest fear is that he has stayed around with me so long for a reason. One that i don't even want to think about but cannot help but to address mentally. Maybe I am his tool, a vessel predetermined to bring about something horrifying. Maybe....maybe that's why he won't let me go.
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2021.12.02 00:51 dartmaster666 The Ilyushin DB-3, where "DB" stands for Dalniy Bombardirovschik (Russian: Дальний бомбардировщик) meaning "long-range bomber", was a Soviet bomber aircraft of World War II. It was a twin-engined, low-wing monoplane that first flew in 1935.

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2021.12.02 00:51 Weedrill2 Webtoon recommendations?

I like reading horrothrilledrama webtoons with a little comedy?
Heres some I enjoy: Escape room Money game Shotgun boy Bastard Sweet Home Lookism Get schooled True beauty Boyfriend of the dead Lets play Tales of the unusual Pigpen
If you have similiar taste then please recommend me some webtoons! Thank you!
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2021.12.02 00:51 Chijersey I’m trying to sell some Knicks vs hornets tickets (I can’t attend the event)

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2021.12.02 00:51 Ironranger_44 I CANNOT SLEEP! Help!

I sleep about 4 hours each night and feel horrible with exhaustion sometimes. Sometimes I feel like I’m on an adrenaline rush all day and can keep going. I have tried Trazodone, Ambien, Hydroxyzine, Melatonin, Benadryl and OTC stuff and all of those seem to have the opposite effect and cause excitability and anxiety. A few glasses of wine helps, but makes me feel terrible the next day. Has anyone found anything that works? Greatly appreciate any suggestions! Thanks!
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2021.12.02 00:51 AdministrativeSky236 Voldemort - Quirky Lefty?

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2021.12.02 00:51 MovingTargetPractice Ruger 10/22 Target Lite Semi-Auto Rifle - seeking opinions

Seeking opinions on this version of the R10/22. I’m looking for a trainer rifle for the kids and a fun plinker for me and of course the 10/22 is top of the list. There are so so many to choose from and this one appeals to me for some reason. It’s cool looking, it has a threaded barrel, it claims to be more accurate? Dunno. It is also a lot more expensive than the entry level 10/22 and I’m wondering if its worth it or if its just and extra $300 for a fancy looking stock? Anyone have one and recommend it? Vice versa anyone have one and wish they had just gone standard?
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2021.12.02 00:51 Thierry1307 can you still catch shaymin after the new update?

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2021.12.02 00:51 FinnBalur1 I've never been to a WWE live event before. Buying tickets tonight. Any advise on best place to sit?

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2021.12.02 00:51 Shadowjkbny Port forwarding problematic

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2021.12.02 00:51 MarkusKruber Exam Season and Dating

I had a first date and have an upcoming second date with a girl who has her final exams currently. She’s been a bit delayed communicating and mentioned that she’s stressed for exams. I wasn’t sure if I should communicate with her that it’s totally okay if she needs to focus on her schoolwork right now and go MIA until that’s settled?
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